Psychotic behavior resulting from occult study.

[Nungali]

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

Well beautiful.  Since you asked.

 

You're cute.  Do you know that.

 

So I am continually told .

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

  You model?  Those puppy-dog eyes.  The come hither expression.  I could make you very happy. 

 

I am already VERY happy .

 

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

I have a big house.  A fenced yard.  I have a cabin in the woods.

 

I already  have a beautiful rustic  cabin in the woods .

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

  We could have a lot of fun together.

 

I have plenty of fun here on the commune .

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

  Adventure?  I'll take you to the mountains.  Would you like that?  Along the ridges.  Into the valleys?  We have rain-forests here.    The smells.

 

Got all that .  Mountains, valleys, our property is bordered by a pristine river to the north ,  and 15 drive away is  

 

https://www.nationalparks.nsw.gov.au/conservation-and-heritage/gondwana-rainforest-world-heritage-parks

UNESCO world heritage area .

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

  We could smell the smells together.  I'll take excellent care of you.  Your quality of life would be among my top priorities.  You'll be happy with me.  I'm practically retired.  Occasionally I'm needed in person, but most of my work happens via video conference, email, etc.  We could spend almost all our time together, if you want.  Or not.  I have plenty of room for you at my place.  You could have your private time.  I would respect your space and privacy.

 

I choose not to be in the presence of your smell . I take care of myself . I am already retired.  I dont want to spend any time with you. I get as much private time as I want .  People already respect my space and privacy  ... due to my  'skills' and reputation in  self defence empty handed and multiple  weapons  .

 

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

I even have a special friend for you in my household.  Tilly.  Matilda Jane, in full.  She is my little angel.  You will love her.  Everyone loves her.  She is the goodest. You can play.  She will be your friend, too I promise.

 

I already have a  selection of people to be friends with ;  young and my age , male and female and lots of friendly wildlife .

 

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

And.  When it's time.  For you to move on.  I won't prolong your suffering. 

 

You will not prolong anyone's suffering .... if you move along now .

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

No matter how much I love you.  I'll do what needs to be done.  Yes it will hurt.  It will hurt a lot.  But I'd rather weather that storm myself than subject you to any kind of excessive suffering.  And this is not my first rodeo.

 

I think you better find your love 'needs' elsewhere ' .  Its not a good look to hit on what you think is a dog !

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

I only have one rule.  At night you will sleep in your own kennel at night.  You'll be in the bedroom.  And we have a special spot for you.  Very close.  As close as close can be.  You'll be in your own bed, right next to my wife

 

As usual, that makes no sense , unless you make your wife sleep in a kennel ?  Or maybe you meant in the day time ? Regardless ... DUDE !  I am not going to sleep with your wife ! 

 

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

.  On her side on the nightstand.  Tilly's over with me, on my side, on my night stand.  But you'll have your own special place.  It's a nice spot.  Very close to mommy and daddy.  Very safe.  Very cozy.

 

Thats sick , if you are talking about pets , treating them like children is detrimental to them , they are not children !  Perhaps talk to a reputable animal trainer .

 

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

What do you think?  Do you want to join my household?  There's a really nice dog park less than a mile from my home.  We can walk there everyday.  You can have whatever type of food you want.  The fancy stuff in the cooler?  No problem.  You want kibble.  Fine.  A blend?  Yes!  I'll cook for you.  Would you like that?  We can share.   I have an impressive library.  Some difficult to find items.  Things you would like.  When I see a rare gem, like you, and there's an opportunity, I seize it.  Carpe diem?  I suppose this is Carpe Doggo. 

 

I already have whatever sort of food I want ; access to good clean seafood; lots of organic veggie gardens , over 250 varieties of exotic and native fruits, nearby trout hatchery and smoke house , local butcher  has local organic produce from  the local area :

 

 

 

which is also a  good potato growing area, nearby , sheep and pigs are raised .   being an ex -chef , working in the film industry , where the highest level of munchiness was required , I am more than capable of cooking for myself , and dinner guests .  I have pristine beaches  to visit . 

 

 

 

A girl friend who is a masseur and specialises in native herbal medicines  ,   another one that provides honey and health products  to me for free .    I dont need transport anywhere, I got my own ; a retro classic car and retro classic motorcycle . Also I dont have bills, I generate my own electricity and have $00.00  debt . I also have a healthy and satisfied psychology and unconfused emotions .

 

So, why on earth do you   think YOU could give me anything I wanted ?     I want something  ....    I go and get it myself . 

 

The above  might also supply a part answer to your ridiculous tantrum you threw  a few days back , demanding to know where  my practice of Magick ever got me .

 

 

1 hour ago, Daniel said:

 

Anyway.  Nungali?  Do you want to join my household?  You're so cute.  Come on.  It'll be fun.  I'll make sure.  I promise.

 

 

 Also I I'm not a masochist .

 

[snowymountains]

On 7/8/2024 at 1:13 AM, Cadcam said:

I was always a minor dabbler in occult and mystical things, casually reading and adopting different magical ideas, but then a spirit got ahold of me and I stumbled into serious belief, yet, I did not know what to believe.  I started searching and what I found led me to pain and madness. I found myself living out ideas that evolved on their own, and started overlaying my daily waking awareness mixing with dream and fantasy. I would act out in response to the hallucinations. Eventually these fantasies would break, and I'd wind up in a deep depression. This has been going on for 20 plus years, and after this last psychosis, I think I have broken this curse, because all of the ideas and experiences culminated in a total breakdown. Crossing my fingers.

 

States like pre-psychosis, that do not have psychotic symptoms yet, are difficult to diagnose and need a specialist, with additional training specifically for pre-psychosis diagnosis.

 

Given the level of expertise that is required for someone to understand how far off is someone from a psychotic episode, my only advice is to listen to nobody on the internet and instead visit a mental health professional who specialises in this.

 

Even a non-specialist psychotherapist or counselor, while they can help you with the side-effects of episodes in your life, they won't be able to help with treatment for the episodes per se.

 

So, a Clinical Psychologist or a Psychiatrist who also specialise on psychosis are the people who have the necessary knowledge to help you.

The only advice I can offer is to find a specialist close to your residence and work with them, and also... to ignore all internet advice as it will be uninformed.

Edited July 14 by snowymountains

[Daniel]

On 7/13/2024 at 11:05 PM, Nungali said:

I dont want to spend any time with you.

 

Nungali?  If you don't want to spend any time with me, then, why do you spend so much of your time here sniping at me and my posts?  You hate me so much.  It MUST be true love.  

 

Listen to this, and read the lyrics.  It's true.  True Love.  They don't teach this in your version of Kabalah, do they?  It's because they only see from one point of view and deny the other side exists.

 

 

Edited July 15 by Daniel

[Daniel]

On 7/13/2024 at 11:05 PM, Nungali said:

DUDE !  I am not going to sleep with your wife

 

This got some LOLs.  Nungali?  I offered to put you in a cage and sleep next to us so you wouldn't be lonely and afraid at night.

[Daniel]

On 7/13/2024 at 11:05 PM, Nungali said:

if you are talking about pets

 

Nungers.  Please.  In my house?  You would be much more than our pet.  I promise.

[Daniel]

On 7/13/2024 at 11:05 PM, Nungali said:

why on earth do you   think YOU could give me anything I wanted ?

 

In particular?  Why do I think I could give you anything you wanted?  I offered to get you any kind of food you wanted.  Price is not a concern.  Although I am morally opposed to foi-de-gras.  So that is something you would need to acquire on your own.

 

However, in general, the question you're asking is:  "Why do I think I can make you happy?"  The reason is simple:  I'm talented at this.  I have proven track record of success.  All the members of my household are happy and successful.  That's because I'm good at this. I care about them.  Their problems, become my problems.  Their aspirations, become my aspirations.  I will work my tail off to help them accomplish their dreams.  But I don't do anything for them, in that regard.  I help them.  They don;t want me to do it FOR them, just like you.  But they appreciate my help, because, I am an excellent helper.  It's because I care.  And I am not afraid of investing myself in their success and happiness.  Why?  Because it makes the world a better place.  Healthy happy people rarely do any lasting harm.  That makes me happy too.  It's a sympathetic feedback look of goodwill.

 

If I adopt you, Nungali, it's your choice.  You can choose to leave.  What I offer to you is wind beneath your wings.  I will bring all of my available resources to bear in harmony with your desires.  But, there is one catch.  I myself am not perfect.  I make mistakes, and I have limitations.  That said, I am remarkably flexible on almost any issue, except for one.

 

In order for me to fully invest myself in your success, or in anyone's success, whether they are a member of my household or not there is only one rule:

 

I am not God and neither are you.

 

It's simple, and practical.  I can do a lot.  My spirit is strong and I know how to use it to move mountains.  But, that spirit flips and becomes antagonistic the minute someone starts acting like God Almighty.  I can't help it.  It has to do with the way I was raised.  I wish it weren't true.  But, it is.  No one in my household treats me like God, and no one in my household expects to be treated like God themself. 

 

Quite honestly, if there is one problem, only one problem to solve in each and every conflict throughout history, big or small.  Global conflicts, territory disputes.  Love and War, Nungali.  Love and War. What is the root cause?  Someone's acting like God, and they shouldn't. 

 

Am I wrong?  And if it feels wrong to you?  Why am I so successful and happy and all the members of my house are happy?

 

Edited July 15 by Daniel

[liminal_luke]

I´m going to go out on a limb here and suggest that @Nungali doesn´t think he´s God.  He thinks he´s a big joker.  Maybe, I dunno, that could be part of his secret of happiness.  Just my take.

[Daniel]

40 minutes ago, liminal_luke said:

I´m going to go out on a limb here and suggest that @Nungali doesn´t think he´s God.  He thinks he´s a big joker.  Maybe, I dunno, that could be part of his secret of happiness.  Just my take.

 

Of course.  I'm just being careful with my words because Nungali likes to call me a liar, among other things.

 

However, I think it would foolish to immediately disregard his hateful comments as jokes from a joker.  What I see is a man who enjoys hating me.  And I think he means every insult while he is posting them.  Then maybe later he can delude himself and convince himself it's just a joke.  That's what bullies do.  They not only lie to others, "it's a joke", they lie to themselves.  It's because, they're not bad people.  So, they need to delude themselves.

 

None the less it'll be good to for Nungali to read your post.  I doubt anyone takes his posts seriously, even the serious ones.

 

The problem Luke, is that Nungali bullies anyone and everyone in this sub-forum who does not live up to his standards.

 

Yes, he does consider himself God of this area of the website.  He referred to it several times as HIS esoteric section to justify the abuse he inflicted on the troubled individual known as "Helpful Demon".

 

Edited July 15 by Daniel

[Nungali]

7 hours ago, Daniel said:

 

In particular?  Why do I think I could give you anything you wanted?  I offered to get you any kind of food you wanted.  Price is not a concern.  Although I am morally opposed to foi-de-gras.  So that is something you would need to acquire on your own.

 

However, in general, the question you're asking is:  "Why do I think I can make you happy?"  The reason is simple:  I'm talented at this.  I have proven track record of success.  All the members of my household are happy and successful.  That's because I'm good at this. I care about them.  Their problems, become my problems.  Their aspirations, become my aspirations.  I will work my tail off to help them accomplish their dreams.  But I don't do anything for them, in that regard.  I help them.  They don;t want me to do it FOR them, just like you.  But they appreciate my help, because, I am an excellent helper.  It's because I care.  And I am not afraid of investing myself in their success and happiness.  Why?  Because it makes the world a better place.  Healthy happy people rarely do any lasting harm.  That makes me happy too.  It's a sympathetic feedback look of goodwill.

 

If I adopt you, Nungali, it's your choice.  You can choose to leave.  What I offer to you is wind beneath your wings.  I will bring all of my available resources to bear in harmony with your desires.  But, there is one catch.  I myself am not perfect.  I make mistakes, and I have limitations.  That said, I am remarkably flexible on almost any issue, except for one.

 

In order for me to fully invest myself in your success, or in anyone's success, whether they are a member of my household or not there is only one rule:

 

I am not God and neither are you.

 

It's simple, and practical.  I can do a lot.  My spirit is strong and I know how to use it to move mountains.  But, that spirit flips and becomes antagonistic the minute someone starts acting like God Almighty.  I can't help it.  It has to do with the way I was raised.  I wish it weren't true.  But, it is.  No one in my household treats me like God, and no one in my household expects to be treated like God themself. 

 

Quite honestly, if there is one problem, only one problem to solve in each and every conflict throughout history, big or small.  Global conflicts, territory disputes.  Love and War, Nungali.  Love and War. What is the root cause?  Someone's acting like God, and they shouldn't. 

 

Am I wrong?  And if it feels wrong to you?  Why am I so successful and happy and all the members of my house are happy?

 

 

If I come and live there I shall DEMAND to be your God !  Everyone will have to bow down and worship me and tremble before me . Thou shalt fear me !   For breakfast I want fried kidney fat  and the forequarter of an ox . Do you have a 'first born' ? I got plans for them !

You will have to get rid of those other Gods and false beliefs too .... burn those books and scrolls .   Actually, I like the look of that park over there . Go and kill everyone ..... errm , I mean , go and smite  those that live there and I shall give it to  your family .  And if you dont do what I demand  , boy am I gonna punish you  .... bad luck, afflictions,  law suits .... you name it  and after all that I wanna hear you say what a great guy I am .  You can affirm that by making everything I need out of gem encrusted gold  ... I dont care how you get that .

[Nungali]

4 minutes ago, Daniel said:

 

Of course.  I'm just being careful with my words because Nungali likes to call me a liar, among other things.

 

However, I think it would foolish to immediately disregard his hateful comments as jokes from a joker.  What I see is a man who enjoys hating me.  And I think he means every insult while he is posting them.  Then maybe later he can delude himself and convince himself it's just a joke.  That's what bullies do.  They not only lie to others, "it's a joke", they lie to themselves.  It's because, they're not bad people.  So, they need to delude themselves.

 

None the less it'll be good to for Nungali to read your post.  I doubt anyone takes his ousts seriously, even the serious ones.

 

The problem Luke, is that Nungali bullies anyone and everyone in this sub-forum who does not live up to his standards.

 

Yes, he does consider himself God of this area of the website.  He referred to it several times as HIS esoteric section to justify the abuse he inflicted on the troubled individual known as "Helpful Demon".

 

 

Nah, the reason I call you out as a liar is that you lie .   As usual you cant quote the post where you claim I said things .

 

[Daniel]

Just now, Nungali said:

If I come and live there I shall DEMAND to be your God

 

That's a deal breaker.  Sorry.  The best I can offer is that we refer to you in the name of the deity of your choice.  I only ask that it is somewhat easy to pronounce.  "God" would be a pretty funny name for a dog through.

 

Hahaha.  I'm picturing it now.  We're at the dog park, and I'm calling for you.  Then you're a little slow or stubborn.  Then I start cursing you.  Anyways ..

[NaturaNaturans]

1 minute ago, Daniel said:

God" would be a pretty funny name for a dog through.

God from Godin wich comes from Odin, fairly common dog name where I live

[Daniel]

3 minutes ago, Nungali said:

Nah, the reason I call you out as a liar is that you lie .

 

Your memory is faulty. And I'm not going in circles with you on this.  Say what you want.  No one takes those accusations seriously.  I usually choose to be careful with my language, but for you, I'm being more careful.  Because you love to be a dick.

 

Edited July 15 by Daniel

[Nungali]

1 minute ago, Daniel said:

 

That's a deal breaker.  Sorry.  The best I can offer is that we refer to you in the name of the deity of your choice.  I only ask that it is somewhat easy to pronounce.  "God" would be a pretty funny name for a dog through.

.

 

My dog is called   Sir Darius Sourdough III .

 

It is tricky to call him .

 

 

 

 

[Nungali]

2 minutes ago, Daniel said:

 

Your memory is faulty. And I'm not going in circles with you on this.  Say what you want.  No one takes those accusations seriously.  I usually choose to be careful with my language, but for you, I'm being more careful.  Because you love to be a dick.

 

 

I will not only say it, I will post the evidence of it, as I have many times .

[NaturaNaturans]

Just now, Nungali said:

 

I will not only say it, I will post the evidence of it, as I have many times .

But my friend, cant help those you dont want help, my mother told me

[Daniel]

1 minute ago, NaturaNaturans said:

God from Godin wich comes from Odin, fairly common dog name where I live

 

That's perfect.  I'll let you broach that with Nungali.  I think he's still in denial of our heated love-connection.  I've found that when they start playing hard to get like this, it's good to walk away confidently.  That way they start to have a bit of FoMo. And then they want it even more.

 

( Fear of missing out, in case you haven't seen that abbreviation before)

[Daniel]

4 minutes ago, Nungali said:

 

My dog is called   Sir Darius Sourdough III .

 

It is tricky to call him .

 

Aww.  So precious.  Corgi?  Welsh?

 

Here's Tilly-Jane.  She's scruffy.  Havanese.

 

 

Edited July 15 by Daniel

[liminal_luke]

15 minutes ago, Daniel said:

 

  What I see is a man who enjoys hating me.  And I think he means every insult while he is posting them.  

 

 

If this is true, is he really worth the effort you´re putting forth to craft replies back?  This is not my dog fight (God fight?) but it´s a slow afternoon and thought I´d weigh in.  But don´t be like me: there are so many other more productive things to do than opine on the internet.

[NaturaNaturans]

allow me to share mine pets

[Nungali]

1 minute ago, NaturaNaturans said:

But my friend, cant help those you dont want help, my mother told me

 

I am not doing it to help[him .  I think he needs exposing .  He cruises certain forums like the esoteric and Buddhist ones , which he seems to have a beef against , his post record and subject matter speak for itself there .  One assumes he devalues them due to his personal 'organized religion' beliefs .. and he appears to want  others to think the same way .  He supports people that got banned and even caused enragement to the site owner . He cuddles up to them and says psychosis is a common reaction to those that get involved in the occult .  yet how is that common if its just the same crazy guy under different names saying the same thing ; its not 4 people with the same adverse reaction ... its one crazy guy pretending to be multiple people .

 

I know you , by now, have come to certain realizations about him , so this isnt about that  , its to clear up the idea I want to help him ... he is beyond that .... way beyond it !

[Nungali]

3 minutes ago, liminal_luke said:

 

If this is true, is he really worth the effort you´re putting forth to craft replies back?  This is not my dog fight (God fight?) but it´s a slow afternoon and thought I´d weigh in.  But don´t be like me: there are so many other more productive things to do than opine on the internet.

 

 

But  but  ...  its cold, and the sun is just up so I am still sitting up  in bed .  Soon it will be shining in the yard and I will go out and  find a warm sunny spot . Then ... on to 'productive shit ' . Friend is coming around with his chainsaw and  I am  cutting further into the mess up the back ( a mass of downed trees and tangle , over the years I have worked well into it, re established native forest and grasses , got a secret little forest glen up there .  next I will go and mow more of our festival site  - 'Lovefest' is on again this year in spring .

 

  Then gonna cut a heap of bamboo and make a Japanese style fence around a new veggie garden  strip I have in the paddock ; got  Russian black tomatoes and mixed heirloom capsicum to plant , when it gets warmer I am going to put in a crop of .... you probably know these  ....tomartillos

 

Y  U  M 

 

 

 

[Nungali]

13 minutes ago, NaturaNaturans said:

allow me to share mine pets

 

 

[NaturaNaturans]

Just now, Nungali said:

 

 

What is that? I like it

[Nungali]

1 minute ago, NaturaNaturans said:

What is that? I like it

 

 

Baby bandicoot  ... here, have a handfull of 'em 

 

 

 

'Snuffalugs'  :