tianzhang Posted yesterday at 07:31 AM Hi so for a quick background on myself, I came from a really abusive household they were also Religious and used it to control the children alot. Unfortunately I fell victim to it and joined the Religion for several years, I was told I was a bad person in my past life, needed to be punished, etc. I started hearing voices in my head ( not actual voices just intrusive thoughts) that told me I needed to fail and suffer in life, my life generally has been unfortunate up until this point. Now with Neigong and martial arts my mind got more clear and I've decided to leave, but the strange part is that I still get fear and panic which seems to cause blockages in my body. Anyone have experience with this? 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Chang dao ling Posted 4 hours ago 21 hours ago, tianzhang said: Hi so for a quick background on myself, I came from a really abusive household they were also Religious and used it to control the children alot. Unfortunately I fell victim to it and joined the Religion for several years, I was told I was a bad person in my past life, needed to be punished, etc. I started hearing voices in my head ( not actual voices just intrusive thoughts) that told me I needed to fail and suffer in life, my life generally has been unfortunate up until this point. Now with Neigong and martial arts my mind got more clear and I've decided to leave, but the strange part is that I still get fear and panic which seems to cause blockages in my body. Anyone have experience with this? So sad. May god bless you and and give you good life. Can you tell which religion you belongs to? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tianzhang Posted 3 hours ago 54 minutes ago, Chang dao ling said: So sad. May god bless you and and give you good life. Can you tell which religion you belongs to? Was Buddhism, Pureland Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
