Leaving a Religion disrupts Qi?

[tianzhang]

Hi so for a quick background on myself, I came from a really abusive household they were also Religious and used it to control the children alot. Unfortunately I fell victim to it and joined the Religion for several years, I was told I was a bad person in my past life, needed to be punished, etc. I started hearing voices in my head ( not actual voices just intrusive thoughts) that told me I needed to fail and suffer in life, my life generally has been unfortunate up until this point.

Now with Neigong and martial arts my mind got more clear and I've decided to leave, but the strange part is that I still get fear and panic which seems to cause blockages in my body. Anyone have experience with this?

Reposted from Occult section (Hope mods don't ban I think this topic belongs here as well)

Edited yesterday at 07:50 AM by tianzhang

[DynamicEquilibrium]

4 hours ago, tianzhang said:

Hi so for a quick background on myself, I came from a really abusive household they were also Religious and used it to control the children alot. Unfortunately I fell victim to it and joined the Religion for several years, I was told I was a bad person in my past life, needed to be punished, etc. I started hearing voices in my head ( not actual voices just intrusive thoughts) that told me I needed to fail and suffer in life, my life generally has been unfortunate up until this point.

Now with Neigong and martial arts my mind got more clear and I've decided to leave, but the strange part is that I still get fear and panic which seems to cause blockages in my body. Anyone have experience with this?

Reposted from Occult section (Hope mods don't ban I think this topic belongs here as well)

From Yinyang five elements point of view, it is possible that a complicated arrangement of elements prevents you in the way towards the positive and healthy developement of your life.

 

To tell more by taoist counselling require first to do a complete and thorough diagnosis and analysis of your individual inborn nature's structure before saying anything about the possible underlying reasons behind the problems in your life, and from there to begin to define tailor made solutions. 

 

Edited yesterday at 12:03 PM by DynamicEquilibrium

[silent thunder]

In my experience it is disturbances in xing and ming that likewise disturb qi, flow and distribution.  Religious thinking and influence is a major disturbance in many people's lives... (particularly if they don't happen to agree/adhere with the dominant religious force in their native or current habitat).  Leaving, living with, trying to adopt, choosing to reject... all quite challenging depending on one's xing, ming and baseline natural state.

[Maddie]

8 hours ago, tianzhang said:

Hi so for a quick background on myself, I came from a really abusive household 

 

I think this explains it unfortunately. Mindfulness can be very helpful.