Cadcam Posted April 18 I have to say, I'm experiencing a bit of jealousy today. I'm visiting family, who are all religious. I've thought long and hard, and studied quite a bit, but can't bring myself to believe in a religion. I'm aware of a God, but idk much more about it. Idk what it wants or what it does, but my religious family does, and I'm jealous. There's a certain power to understanding the world through the lens of religion, and it gives a supernatural strength to have that knowledge base, and to have a God to lean on. I don't have that. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NorthWide Posted Sunday at 09:01 PM (edited) On 4/18/2025 at 10:47 AM, Cadcam said: I have to say, I'm experiencing a bit of jealousy today. I'm visiting family, who are all religious. I've thought long and hard, and studied quite a bit, but can't bring myself to believe in a religion. I'm aware of a God, but idk much more about it. Idk what it wants or what it does, but my religious family does, and I'm jealous. There's a certain power to understanding the world through the lens of religion, and it gives a supernatural strength to have that knowledge base, and to have a God to lean on. I don't have that.  Everybody says Im this or I am that. Or even worse claims to be somethiNg they are not. Worse still the implications of yadda yadda are entirely lost.  Well My dude, Ive Been theRe. Its actually More compliCated than wethink.  Rather than tell you the right way: The buddhist will say: Follow this to its conclusion becauSe you doNt want stuck energy. A christian will say: Oh thats bad. In reality if thisis the case, its due to desires and crap. (The darKened mind/Reprobation)  What I am starting to find is that people are so quick to say: Im going to heaven, or Im a dharma protector, or Im a Sadhak's Keen Sabacc, or Tar-Aid (which is like Kool-Aid but 1e10 Better)  When they dont really understand the complexities.  Elements, Jinn, Mountianous thoughtforms are generally neutral just like your emotions of being generally atheist are neutral. Atheism is just an element, like Feng Shui is, like Treenet (sanskrit: TenTru [urt-tree net-connected]) is.  Its the stuck stuff (taoist), what buddists call crystalization, what christians call strongholds, or fixation of focus on lower physical things and baser feelings of anger and retribution that keep us in our actions of same behaviors and outcomes daily.  After reading the Bible many Many tiMes... Mysticism is spirit skills. Life and Death is in the power of the tongue (James) Thoughts are not stored in the Brain. (As they are spirits) The word of God can be declared and angels must carry it out. The triangular powers heavenlies, earth, sun-moon can Be Declared to fight for you. There are many other hidden weapons. The only forbidden thing is power that comes from demons (which is the actual witchCraft). A Christian can Command any angel or Demon to Carry out a command with a righteous outcome.  So, eVerything being said: Find out why you feel like that. Then see what youre ready for. Cause forcing stuff doesnt work very well. Fighting for or agaiNst tHings stops any change process  Edited Sunday at 09:40 PM by NorthWide Share this post Link to post Share on other sites