mantis Posted April 9, 2009 i was looking through some articles on wikipedia out of plain curiosity when i found what they call "Depersonalization disorder" and "Depersonalization." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization_disorder http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization Depersonalization disorder (DPD) is a dissociative disorder in which the sufferer is affected by persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. The symptoms include a sense of automation, going through the motions of life but not experiencing it, feeling as though one is in a movie, feeling as though one is in a dream, feeling a disconnection from one's body; out-of-body experience, a detachment from one's body, environment and difficulty relating oneself to reality. what? hasn't everyone experienced this? i do it all the time and i see it being discussed here all the time too, yet it's categorized as a disorder? Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is a mental condition where a subject feels independent or detached from their everyday or normal self. It is a feeling of watching oneself act, while having no control over a situation.[1] It can be considered desirable, such as in the use of recreational drugs, but it usually refers to the severe form found in anxiety and, in the most intense cases, panic attacks. A sufferer feels that he or she has changed and the world has become less real, vague, dreamlike, or lacking in significance. It can sometimes be a rather disturbing experience, since many feel that, indeed, they are living in a "dream". Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mal Posted April 9, 2009 Try reading the DSM4. You (everyone) are going to get hits for all sorts of disorders but don't let it stress you. Bluntly the Key is if you can successfully function in society (which could be argued as a mental disorder in itself!) 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Iyoiyo Posted April 9, 2009 I think the answer is no. However, I do think a psychologist might diagnose somebody "enlightened" with any number of mental disorders. I would say that the only difference between disorder and "enlightenment" is that they're different things. Do you see what I mean? They may exhibit similar appearances, but they are fundamentally different. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
minkus Posted April 9, 2009 CRAZY YES BUT IN A FUNNY AND GOOD WAY ! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
i_am_sam Posted April 9, 2009 "It is no measure of good health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" I may be paraphrasing and can't remember who said it, but I almost certainly read it on Tao Bums, so thanks to whoever originally posted it I think maybe the process towards enlightenment might involve states of being that would classed by a western medicine psychologist as some kind of disorder or disease, but why let them define you? I'm all for deciding for yourself what or who you are. Or should I keep that between me and the voices I've heard in my head Once actually enlightenend.. surely its a cooool breeeeze baby Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sunya Posted April 9, 2009 western psychology has only touched the surface of mind. it focuses just on conscious and subconscious, but there are much deeper levels of mind. transpersonal psychology is getting there, LSD has helped, but its still far away from getting to the essence of mind, or the state of enlightenment. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Gerard Posted April 9, 2009 LOL! Society is a disease. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jakara Posted April 9, 2009 Hi, Definitely no, because depersonalization is described as "a sense of automation, going through the motions of life but not experiencing it". In enlightenment nothing is done by automation, the enlightened person is completely aware of everything, making concious choices and understanding those choices fully. A depersonalized person is running on autopilot, allowing their instictual and compulsive behaviour to make their decisions. This is therefore almost the opposite of enlightenment. Enlightenment is super-conscious, where everything is comprehended simultaneously. Depersonalization is a sub-conscious behaviour, running on compulsion and instinct. 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Teddy Posted April 9, 2009 They decide what goes in the DSM by meeting up and voting on things that they reckon should be diseases. ie All the diseases in the DSM are c o m p l e t e l y m a d e u p!!!! Whether its a disorder or not is up to you. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DaoChild Posted April 9, 2009 (edited) No, depersonalization disorder and enlightenment aren't the same. I've experienced depersonalization MANY times in my life - lack of sleep can induce it, and when I was a kid and even recently (i'm almost 22) I still get it. I always used to call it dream vision, since I felt like I was in a dream, and it would occur for no reason. In my opinion, dpersonalization disorder is a feeling of detachment, non-connection, confusion. Enlightenment is supreme understanding, no concept of self or separateness, and profound understanding. Edited April 9, 2009 by DaoChild Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Owledge Posted April 9, 2009 "It is no measure of good health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" I may be paraphrasing and can't remember who said it, but I almost certainly read it on Tao Bums, so thanks to whoever originally posted it Jiddu Krishnamurti - he was quoted in "Zeitgeist: Addendum". @mantis The name says it all: dis-order. The society wants to make everybody adapt to an ideal, and when you deviate from that, you act against the order, thus act disorderly. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sloppy Zhang Posted April 9, 2009 You know there's a mental disorder where you worry about if you have a mental disorder. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Aetherous Posted April 9, 2009 No, depersonalization disorder and enlightenment aren't the same. I've experienced depersonalization MANY times in my life - lack of sleep can induce it, and when I was a kid and even recently (i'm almost 22) I still get it. I always used to call it dream vision, since I felt like I was in a dream, and it would occur for no reason. In my opinion, dpersonalization disorder is a feeling of detachment, non-connection, confusion. Enlightenment is supreme understanding, no concept of self or separateness, and profound understanding. This is 100% true. Enlightenment is not a feeling of detachment, non-connection and confusion. It's an experience of fully-blown-wide-open perception which expands beyond the unconscious concept of a self, so that you operate from an infinite level....sort of... Of course it's a mental disorder because the common person is stuck in their little mind. It's not always necessarily bad to be extraordinary. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mantis Posted April 9, 2009 Hi, Definitely no, because depersonalization is described as "a sense of automation, going through the motions of life but not experiencing it". In enlightenment nothing is done by automation, the enlightened person is completely aware of everything, making concious choices and understanding those choices fully. A depersonalized person is running on autopilot, allowing their instictual and compulsive behaviour to make their decisions. This is therefore almost the opposite of enlightenment. Enlightenment is super-conscious, where everything is comprehended simultaneously. Depersonalization is a sub-conscious behaviour, running on compulsion and instinct. this is what i thought, too. i posted it to see the responses Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
goldisheavy Posted April 9, 2009 (edited) i do it all the time and i see it being discussed here all the time too, yet it's categorized as a disorder? Ok, here's the short story. In psychology, what's considered healthy and what's a disorder is determined by a vote! That's right. Read how the DSM IV manual is made. Second, from the point of view of enlightenment, the "normal" state is a disease. Literally. Because normally people experience lack of ease. An enlightened person has an abundance of ease. So is it any wonder than that normal people may consider enlightened people sick? Because to them sickness is normal and anyone who is not sick is diseased. It's that simple. That's why psychology is a big joke and a pseudoscience. I strongly urge you to read this link and think for yourself: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rosenhan_experiment Edited April 9, 2009 by goldisheavy 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
z00se Posted August 4, 2016 I wonder about this. With this definition enlightenment seems very hot. My thoughts are that enlightenment is burning hot, consumes lots of resources or yin and is not sustainable, i find the more enlightened i get, the more enjoyable life experiences, but the more draining. I find it leads to anxiety the higher i go. Disassociation is the opposite is builds yin, and is physically healing, however too much leads to becoming slightly depressed and bored with life. Can anyone empathise with me? I don't have clinical psych diagnosis's, but that's how it feels to me from my reading of symptoms. But also i think there is some overlap, at some of my most enlightened moments i have also felt a bit disassociated, and at my most disassociated times the inner fire has turned on and ive infact felt very associated with my body. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Spotless Posted August 4, 2016 At least in Awakening / a sustained Awakened state and further into Enlightening, it is not at all a draining state. Quite the opposite. Energy is not lost to pasts and futures. The general physical energy is much greater 7/24 and the amount of intense stillness increases. For many unawakened people the notion that it takes tremendous energy and it's unsustainable is because for many the highest states are reached by trance states - and frequently high vibration trance states that are regarded as necessary to reach those states - which in some cases is correct. The high vibration trance states are indeed unsustainable and draining and if over-sustained dangerous to the body. Much of this drain and fear is do to the incorrect notion that our highest space requires all our chakras to be fully open - an extremely naive and incorrect view of the mechanics of it and the overall intake of waaaayyyy to much incorrect or improperly ingested information. But it is a pile of fun - until it's not Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Spotless Posted August 4, 2016 (edited) Hi,Definitely no, because depersonalization is described as "a sense of automation, going through the motions of life but not experiencing it". In enlightenment nothing is done by automation, the enlightened person is completely aware of everything, making concious choices and understanding those choices fully. A depersonalized person is running on autopilot, allowing their instictual and compulsive behaviour to make their decisions. This is therefore almost the opposite of enlightenment.Enlightenment is super-conscious, where everything is comprehended simultaneously. Depersonalization is a sub-conscious behaviour, running on compulsion and instinct.Perhaps the more pithy part of this discussion is in the above quote. The ideas and the wording regarding what Enlightenment is and how an Enlightened person acts is so intensly idealized and far from the mark - yet put forth in complete confidence from what they have read and either misunderstood or have understood from an extrapolation from one who also misunderstood. I mean no offense to Jakara - this is a common idealization - and verbalized perfectly. Put this exact quote up before any of the most highly reguarded "Enlightened / Enlightening" living masters and they will chuckle and lovingly respond that - though some of their devotee's may regard them as quoted above - they will assure you that the picture painted by it is very different than the reality. That is not to say that an Awakened Enlightening "Enlightened" being is not so-to-speak in an entirely different space - it is simply very different than discribed. Edited August 4, 2016 by Spotless 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
z00se Posted August 4, 2016 At least in Awakening / a sustained Awakened state and further into Enlightening, it is not at all a draining state. Quite the opposite. Energy is not lost to pasts and futures. The general physical energy is much greater 7/24 and the amount of intense stillness increases. But it is a pile of fun - until it's not But the enlightenment you speak of doesn't continually increase in energy too does it? Only stillness? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Spotless Posted August 5, 2016 (edited) But the enlightenment you speak of doesn't continually increase in energy too does it? Only stillness?The available energy increases exponentially - it is sustained in both daily life and in an available shift on any number of levels.The "shift" takes no more than mere thought or a slight movement of presence to it. At the same time one settles into a great stillness of being and so while available and constant energies have radically increased, automated reactionary momentums are nearly completely gone. Heaviness is increasingly gone from the body. Light transmits through this far more easily. This light for the most part is not from the physical body - it is not a burning of resources. Edited August 5, 2016 by Spotless 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Spotless Posted August 5, 2016 (edited) In early Awakening it can look a bit like depression - yet if a practitioner of the psychologies were to understand the answers to their questions it would be evident that this is not the case. Depression is for the most part Presence jailed by pasts and futures - primarily pasts - in a sort of futility of outlook. It is the futility that makes it look similar to Awakening - because in futility one loses momentum - life is seen as futile - a repetition of idiosyncrasies that cannot be overcome and the mind loops of futility with regard to the general notion that it is insanity to do the same things over and over and over again - with the added cloud of "and why would I want to?" In depression all praise is looked at as contrived and or from automated lifeless petting as one would pet a dog (in this case seen as a lowly creature). In this sense as well the newly Awakened person shares a certainty isolation - but it is not from a futility of interaction - it springs from a non-interaction with the automations and momentums - our positions are gone - we are not "our" positions anymore. We are not our fears anymore - made up of pasts and futures which are illusion once holding us in the trance others call life. Both are in a freefall - one is foreboding - the other is simply hauntingly still. One has with their freefall an accompaniment of future and past scanerios/ mind loops - all incorrect thinking and all futures set again most pasts. Awakening has stillness and a freefall into a bottomless pit - but it is known to be bottomless - so their is no fear of hitting something - and it is not regarded as a pit - and it is not into something - it is lightness of being. We are completely taken by surprise - though everything is completely familiar and a general OKness pervades everything - nothing we have read has prepared us for such incredible change yet the change is so simple - we simply could not hear it. In Awakening the initial process presents us with a host of "problems" but in an air of "no problem ness" and so like the person in depression we look like someone who only needs to do a very few things but outwardly and inwardly we have no compulsion to "do". The newly awakened person is also frequently overcome by the desire to just sit and adjust to this incredible new state - sometimes in "bliss" or OKness or quiet - this is a delicate time - one may also still be stuck with a tapping foot wondering when this lack of inertia/momentum will cease and they may loose Presence once again never having realized what had taken place. The depressed person has no compulsion because they are in futility and morbid sentimentality. In clinical questioning - a newly Awakened person may seek help but the answers to questions are very different. When asked how they feel they will say "Great" but not motivated. When asked "how are you sleeping?" they say : great. When asked if they are worried they say "No". But for a time their is the similar dissasociation with family, friends but it also includes an dissasociation with ones former positions in politics and many other things - one does not loose them entirely but one is not in them and lost in them. And again here is when confusion can come back - so called "passion" in ones "convictions" is in general obliterated. A deeply depressed person can lose their passion - but again it is passion lost to futility. In the newly Awakened it is "passion" lost to a lack of glue holding one to position - the identification is gone. One has no position because position is futile. The other has no position because they are Presence in the now. Edited August 5, 2016 by Spotless 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tibetan_Ice Posted August 5, 2016 Spotless, Stop Cheating Yourself: Answering "Yes" to All These 10 Questions Can Determine If You're Spiritually Enlightened or Not http://www.meditationexpert.com/life-wisdom/l_are_you_enlightened.htm Stop Cheating Yourself: Answering "Yes" to All These 10 Questions Can Determine If You're Spiritually Enlightened or Not I never cease to be amazed at the number of people who think they are spiritually enlightened. It is amazing the number of doctors and lawyers -- very intelligent people I’ve met -- who really believe that they’ve attained the Tao. I once even met a 30-year lawyer in Asia who looked at me and said: “You may not believe it, but I have attained every samadhi state that Shakyamuni Buddha has ever attained. I have experienced every one of those in this life.” Yeah right! Prove to me you even have one samadhi superpower. All these people who think they’re enlightened commonly have something in common—absolutely no gong-fu at all and LOTS of ignorance that they can overlook the fact they have no gong-fu at all. They have no yin-shen, no yang-shen bodies. They don’t have any samadhi attainments. They haven’t reached the state where dreams are the same as awakeness; they don’t have any psychic abilities whatsoever. Yada yada yada…. I could go on and on listing even the most minor of spiritual accomplishments and they have nothing that speaks of gong-fu whatsoever. Now to be correct, these listings are not the proof or evidence of enlightenment, mind you, but there are so many documented stages of gong-fu before enlightenment in all sorts of schools, and they lack them ALL. They don’t have any demonstratable gong-fu and yet they all think that they’re enlightened and bypass any of these commonsense identifiable characteristics for ANY stage of accomplishment. And let me tell you, I’ve seen this happen with so many people….including very intelligent ones. Ignorance is THICK, and yet I see it over and over again so I just had to write something. I even asked my teacher once -- because there’s quite a few masters that have just first or second stage samadhi – how come these guys don’t want to study with the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas? They should know they’re on the lower end of the totem pole and yet still don't want to study. His answer was that they were clinging to their ego and felt THEIR way was the right way, even though it’s just the first samadhi or the second samadhi. Deception even at the samadhi stages of realization! I’ve seen this for myself so I understand the Lotus Sutra story where 500 of Buddha's students walked out on him because they didn't want to hear about the highest stage of enlightenment, and felt their little realm of emptiness was right, correct, the final enlightenment.. Imagine that -- they walked out on a recognized Buddha at the time, once again believing their own little samadhi attainment was correct. Most of these folks are prey to misconception, namely self-deception. They’re prey to the 5 errant perspectives as well as to ego notions of self-love and self-cherishment. Now to shed some light on this, you have to remember that quite a few famous Zen masters who cultivated samadhi realms when they were young, often thought they were enlightened, and had to be scolded by their teachers. These are guys who became the leading lights of their generations, and who were brilliant to boot, so don’t think that you and I with our little buckets of wisdom, gong-fu and merit are better than they are. The point is, even these brilliant heroes thought they were enlightened when they weren't, so enlightenment is not the easiest thing to reach. What’s very interesting is that there is one work called The Source Mirror (in Chinese it’s called the Tsung Ching Lu) by Yung Ming Shen Shao . And in the Source Mirror, Yung Ming tells us what enlightenment means and gives us a quiz of 10 questions you can ask to see if someone is enlightened. This is information I put in my paperback about Socrates because society needs to know this. Too many people run into a samadhi-dhyana master and immediately call him an Avatar, enlightened one, Buddha or Bodhisattva when it’s far from the truth. The public is ignorant, so it will always be that way. But for you I want wisdom. Now the Source Mirror is a wonderful book. I wish it was translated into English and I always get upset when I see all the current efforts being expended by well meaning people to translate pretty much useless Tibetan texts while bypassing truly useful texts like this that can help entire generations. It is really an incredibly useful text from China that nobody has bothered to translate. The author tells you so many things in The Source Mirror and one of the things he relates are ten questions by which you can judge whether or not you are enlightened. One of the first questions to ask yourself is: Do you fully understand spiritual scriptures when you read them, of any type and from any school or religion? If you don’t, if you are stumped, don’t say you are enlightened. If you are enlightened, your wisdom is vast and can tap into the alaya consciousness wherein nothing like this would stump you. With transcendental wisdom, you can tap into the wisdom store of everything, even if you’ve never read the book before, so you can tap into that and know exactly what a text actually means or how to phrase an answer in such an expedient way as to uplift the audience, even if the original meaning was not as high as intended. You can go research Plato's writings to see how people would ask Socrates a question and he could immediately give an answer ... or read various stories how religious masters in many schools could provide a valid spiritual interpretation of indecipherable texts to show what I’m talking about. Another question is: When students ask you questions on all sorts of topics, can you answer those with unobstructed eloquence? Once again, if you are enlightened your wisdom taps into the universal wisdom and if you can’t answer these questions with eloquence, as just stated, don’t think you are enlightened. Even if you can, it doesn’t mean you are enlightened either because you still need to have gong-fu and be able to demonstrate the samadhi. That goes without saying, but the 10 questions in the Source Mirror are for people who already have cultivated the 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 4th dhyana and have cultivated the formless samadhi absorptions. These folks have gong-fu, but need to know if they’ve awakened all the way and are finally on the Bodhisattva path to complete Buddhahood. Third and fourth questions from the Source Mirror: if you encounter people and situations or other people get in your way of doing things, can you still be in accord with the path despite those disturbances, or do you get flustered and lose it? And the fourth question: When all kinds of favorable realms or evil realms appear before you, are you obstructed by them or unobstructed by them and see through them? So while most people think they’re enlightened, they have to answer no to these questions. There’s ten of them in The Source Mirror and most people can’t even pass yet one of these questions, yet they believe they’ve attained the Tao because they have some small superpower or can spin their chi or hear voices or whatever. It’s pretty funny in a way, but also sickening. The worst thing you can do is become a teacher at this point or claim you’re enlightened because as my own teacher said, the penalty for making such a claim and misleading others is always rebirth in one of the hells. Cheat, steal, lie is one thing, but to claim you're enlightened and mislead people deserves a hell rebirth because you're cutting off people's wisdom life and ability to achieve the Tao. Money can be replaced, but don't destroy someone's wisdom life. What I want you to realize underneath all this is that enlightenment is not the easiest thing to attain. Samadhi attainments are hard enough to master, and enlightenment is even harder. It’s not an intellectual realization where you believe you know something – you know something because you studied so many religious texts and because you understand the scriptures of Hinduism, Judaism, Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, Shintoism and so forth. No, that’s not enlightenment. It’s not intellectual understanding or a gestalt of some thought structure. If you're in the realm of thoughts, you're totally wrong and yet most all of religious scriptures and writings today fall exactly in that category. The really high level stuff is always bypassed and ignored precisely because it IS the high level stuff, and people's wisdom stores are too low. That's one reason, for instance, Buddha said that his teachings would not survive in India and would pass away. That's one reason I'm trying to bring up these touchy points, because so much junk and misconception abounds today. Second point is, enlightenment is not a samadhi state. There are plenty of samadhi masters who stay in samadhi realms for ages -- even eons -- thinking that their cultivation method is right. Buddha described this clearly, saying that they are always clinging to samadhi, never realizing that samadhi attainments are constructions of the mind and not the original nature. It’s not the Tao. So you can stay in samadhi for aeons and still not achieve the Tao. In fact, there are stories about quite a few high level beings who did not even believe in enlightenment because they had all the samadhi and could do this and that. In one case, Kuan Yin assumed the form of a celestial consort to convert Mahagala through sexual tantra, and thereby helped him awaken to the Tao. But don't you go thinking you have the merit for that sort of practice or attainment. Of Mahagalas I have lots of stories, and as my teacher has correctly said, not all of them are good guys. Anyway, when you finally do realize the dharmakaya--which means seeing the Tao or attaining enlightenment--it’s incredible. You get the full complete perfect alignment with the tathagatagarbha. It’s impossible to describe though you can get a gist of this from the website by reading what it’s like to burst through the consciousness skandha. In the website translation of the Surangama Sutra, Buddha describes what it’s like to break through the skandhas and at the end of this translation he talks about perfect, complete enlightenment. Along the way he talks about many of the phenomena people encounter as they break through the other skandhas, and I can guarantee that many people who think they’re enlightened have NEVER experienced any of these things. That’s one reason this sutra is not so popular, because it bursts the bubble of so many teachers AND STUDENTS. When you read all the bypaths that detract people from the true cultivation path, and when you match it with religious stories you may have read, you'll quickly realize that lots of so-called enlightened people were only at a low level of skandha achievement. Anyway, when you get to the Surangama Sutra translation and you read about what it’s like to break through the consciousness skandha, then you’ll get some inkling of what it’s like to be enlightened. You know this particular Surangama Sutra translation was done for you and cost about $5000 if I remember correctly. It is the only one, the only place where you can really find out all the barriers, all the sorts of phenomena that appear before you get enlightened and all sorts of detractions from the path that distract you from the true spiritual path. It’s the only literature you’ll ever come across that tells you what it’s like to actually pierce through various experiential realms that make up our structure of reality. Incredible...and everyone ignores this! people are all talking about chakras and kundalini and everyone ignores this because it proves that this other stuff is just low level stuff, and people don't want to hear it. Some have made a whole career out of this stuff, or get money from it, so it's something they want to destroy or find some reason to ignore. The Surangama Sutra describes what happens as we purify our attachment to the habits of how we normally but falsely experience reality, whether we’re experiencing appearance or emotions or conceptions in our mind … or momentum type impulse things that have nothing to do with mind but involve matter and consciousness itself. This is the only document you’ll probably ever find that explains what it's like in terms of experiential realms on the way to enlightenment rather than samadhi realms and samadhi realizations. I encourage you to read this translation and if you have not experienced most of the phenomena or some of these phenomena, don’t dare say you’re enlightened. You have The Source Mirror and also you have the Surangama Sutra to guide you through these things. These together can tell you whether you’re enlightened or not and you can use these as a guide to take a look at somebody who claims they are enlightened and just sort of laugh, because you know 99 out of 100 times, 999 out of 1000 times, 999,999 out of one million times … whatever the number is … people are just cheating themselves. They are mistaking an intellectual understanding with a transcendental accomplishment. I never cease to be amazed at the number of people who really think that they’re enlightened. It just astounds me….at times I think I'm the only one who knows I don’t know. But I do want YOU to know this information and I want you to have a yardstick, just as is given in Measuring Meditation and the Stages course. So I’m giving you two yardsticks here - the Surangama Sutra, it’s on the website, and I’m pointing you towards The Source Mirror. You can find more about The Source Mirror in the book Socrates and the Enlightenment Path. 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Bindi Posted August 6, 2016 Spotless, Stop Cheating Yourself: Answering "Yes" to All These 10 Questions Can Determine If You're Spiritually Enlightened or Not http://www.meditationexpert.com/life-wisdom/l_are_you_enlightened.htm A couple of points your article brings up for me, the neo enlightened seem to have no connection to the wisdom from the old texts as they seem to invariably believe they have surpassed this wisdom, they do seem on the other hand to promote the neo advaitan doctrine of 'nothing needs to be done'. This doctrine is completely perverse to me, though clearly not to many as it has thoroughly invaded Western spirituality. It does seem to be one of the most common traps that a spiritual seeker can fall into, thinking they have attained more than they have, I think it just reflects our tendency towards egoic thought, and ego can operate invisibly no matter how intelligent or well intentioned the person is unfortunately. 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites